+ something incredibly sad +

The last couple of days have been extremly rough on me... 

I am so tired from worrying and crying and just being sad 

that I don´t know what to do about myself ;_;

We got the test results back regarding my moms tumor surgery...

I really, really don´t feel like speaking about this to anyone, it is still to early. But you guys deserve to know whats going on, since I don´t know how my blogging schedule will be onwards...

I won´t post more about this matter... I just want you guys to know that the test they took were 

positive, or negative, whichever you prefer... it was a dangeours tumor, it was infected...
... it´s definate ;_; I can´t even get myself to write the word...

They will start the treatment soon...

...I just feel like dying now ;_; everything hurts...

Until next time,