Summer down

Hi readers!

hummm, Josephine has not been updating her blog for a long time now, 

I wonder why that might be?

Well, to be honest there are many reasons....

First of all, I might mention that I´ve been working in the library this past week every single day, since it´s my summer job. When I´ve come home I´ve been quite tired and also completely lost in my current book because its really exciting and I just can´t put it down >.< So yeah....
I´ve only been working and reading all week.

 

Second, my self confidence is at a very low point right now, meaning that I basically haven´t dressed up at all since the vacation started. So I don´t really have any outfits or anything to show you guys... 

Third, I am really depressed, I have lost all motivation to do anything and I feel empty inside. I´m also frustrated and tired of my disease that I can´t do anything about, its completely taken over my life and it makes me overthink constantly and it makes me really tired by the end of the day.... 

So, I haven´t been updating because there is nothing to say.
My life is though right now, nothing new has happend, its very boring. I haven´t bought any new clothing for longer than I can remember (except my Pinkly Ever After dress) so I am also extremly sick of my closet/warderobe as well, not exactly making me want to dress up either....

I try to never write entries with a negative air about them, but I felt like I needed to explain myself.

Thanks for reading, and sticking around. 

I am sorry I´m so misserable >. >

bye for now,