I felt the need to let you know why my regular update system hasn´t been working this weekend.
It began with the fact that it is extremly cold, icy and slippery outside right now where I live...
On friday, I was rushing down to the bus to go to school, just as I got out of my house, I slipped on our stone staircase outside our frontdoor, and fell, head first on the rocks....
I also hit my left hand (giving me a huge blue mark), both my arms and my back and my neck!
Needless to say, I couldn´t go to school! My parents suspected that I had a concussion, so I had to spend all day lying on the coutch, for my mom to observe me... at first, I didn´t really feel any pain, I was a bit dizzy and naucious, but after a while, my neck started hurting A LOT! I almost couldn´t use my arms, and just my neck holding my head up was terrible....
basically, I couldn´t turn my head in any direction, and at one point I almost couldn´t speak either, because it hurted my neckmuscles so much >.<
To make things worse, on Saturday when I woke up, I had a hard time getting out of bed, because that would demand me to lift my head, so I almost had to roll out of it...
I stayed in my jammies all day, and my neck hurt so bad that even though I was sitting down or lying in my bed/on the sofa, I never felt like I was resting, because my head constantly hurt....
I tried all kinds of painkillers, ate tons of them also, but nothing seemed to work!
I didn´t have any energy left over for doing anything else than just lying or sitting there...
In the evening, I felt a little bit better, and decided to take a walk and finish a requested drawing, but I REALLY shouldn´t have done that!
When I woke up on Sunday morning, my condition was worse than ever...
my entire body was shaking, and I had to walk very slowly, breath heavy and sit down several times to take a break just to get down to the kitchen... I felt like hurling all the time, and I seriously had to force myself to get where I was going! I HAD to eat something, to stop the shaking....
THAT part was the worst, because, well... I don´t know about you guys, but I don´t really feel like eating anything when I feel like puking at the same time :-S
I decided on trying oatmeal though, since the taste is rather neutral....
I managed to eat 3/4 of a bowl...
This day, I HAD to stay in bed all day long... On saturday I could atleast sit or walk around inside our house.... It was the most boring and painfull day ever ... really, I spent all day just lying in bed, sleeping and gently surfing the internet when my body didn´t hurt to much... Had to take plenty of breaks though... my hands hurted a lot even from just typing :-(
And today, my mom ordered me to stay home also, because I am not 100% well yet, even though I am finally able to move my head properly, and the pain isn´t as bad as before...
To top this of, I have a big test tomorrow at school, that I have been far to sick to study for >.< I haven´t had any kind of consentration, and two of the days I didn´t even have the text book that I needed to study! My teacher was kind enough to drop by and give it to me on Sunday, but since that by defenition was the worst day, offcourse I couldn´t read anything!
Today, I have read as much as my concentration has allowed me to, I will try to read more this evening, but I have a bad feeling about the test TT_TT
anyway, it was the worst weekend ever, and the badest part about it, is that I feel even more tired now than I did before the weekend started!
UGH! stupid life >.<
Thanks for reading though!
