Pink kick!+ exciting project + music

Dearest readers!

First of all, OMG so many things have happend!!! @_@ 

The first thing I wanna mention is that I have recently been contacted

 about being able to participate in something very exicting!

  

Some days ago, I got contacted by a couple of really nice guys that has a country-wide project going on with teenagers. Initially, it was to cover how different teenagers handeled the time after the 22nd of July incident, but they recently started widening their horizon for other things as well! 

Now they have traveled through the entire country, they have been both in the east, west, north and south, and they told me that this was the last place they´d visit for now. The project is to display teenagers with special interest, and portraying their life to others through a documentary and a book they will publish! A girl in a class above me contacted me about these guys and told me they had talked to her (they knew her from before, I assume) about me! o.o They wanted to do a case about me, because they found my blog and they thought my fashion style and life was so interesting they wanted to have me in the project! @A@ OMG! 

So, as I said, I was contacted a few days ago to meet them and go in a meeting with them( The girl that contacted me about them joined me, since I am so shy >w< ). We talked  about 1 1/2 hour or something, and they questioned me about everything. They were really nice and kind, letting me know all sorts of things they were doing, and even gave me a pamplet and  showed me a movie they had made so I could see how they do their work. What they wanna do, is to talk to me about my life, and follow me for about 5 weeks (I think that was it) to get to know me and to be able to write the story. They also wanna do a documentary thats gonna be about 6-7 min long about my life. They said they would probably be together with me at school sometimes, and at home for dinner or just hanging out doing everyday things. I was to decide for  myself how long their visits would be and how often. They also said I needed to talk to my parents and that they would really like to have a meeting with them to clear things up properly in that sort of manner also :) They were very professional and nice, 

and I am sure they are legit in their job! I were to get back to them in a couple of days (meaning today or tomorrow or monday) to settle more arrangements 

and to settle if I am going to go through with it or not.

AND NOW JUST O____O OMG I can´t belive this is acctually happening to ME! 

This is just crazy! Do you guys REALIZE that this means my life will be PUBLISHED IN A BOOK and made into a documentary @_@ Its so crazy I don´t even... seriously I can´t belive it... I am so nervous and excited and I don´t even know what to feel! If this happens... I just... I am speachless... a part of me reeeeally wants to do it, because it seems so exciting, but I know it will be tiring, they told me that was what most of the teenagers they had worked with had said before, that it was quite tiresome but that they got used to it, and I can very well understand that! I mean like, 5 weeks! It´s not like they will stay with me 24/7, but still! They will need to meet up with me quite often. 

In the interview they asked about all sorts of things, like what I like to do on my freetime (I said I play videogames and draw =v= hehe), and they were especially interested if there was anything going on soon that they can join in on. I told them I will colour my hair lavender soon, and they just LOVED that XD haha... they really wanted to join me on that anyway :p hehe...

On the other side, I kinda don´t wanna do it, because I am afraid how I will react to them being there so often... I am really introverted and people drain me of energy enough as it is in my everyday life... also there is my eating disorder >.> that could very well be a problem as well... I am just afraid my mental health won´t be able to do it >.< eeehhh....

so now I REALLY need to know what you guys think about this! 

SHOULD I DO IT OR NOT???

This is probably something that only comes along once in a lifetime, and there is only a small number of teenagers involved, like... not everyone has the oportunity to do this! But I am seriously afraid of my mental health and my eating disorder... my whole life is very rigid and strict on time schedule...

SHOULD I DO IT OR NOT?

In other news (feels like an anchorman B-3)

I have been in a pink faze again ^^ Ever since I got my seifuku I just love doing cute outfit with loads of pink! So I thought I´d show you guys some recent outfits :)

Last weekend was a reeeally lazy weekend, I only went to a café with my parents and went to watch the tiny protest going on in our little local town against the oil drilling in our area (my district is these days in a big political crisis over this matter), and after that I just played some games and watched a movie 

(if I remember correctly)

This outfit was super lazy, but I like it, so here it is ^^ Pink fuzzy socks and skinny jeans from H&M,  pink sweater from minkyshop, hairband from Lindex :3 Curled my hair also! Terrible lighting due to the rainy weather that day ^^" sorry! 

The next outfit I wore today! I have been in a good/excited/nervous mood all day due to this project thing and the fact that it´s a weekend (because I love weekends  *v*) So once again I wanted to wear something super cute ^0^ I decided on my Seifuku once more, but this time, matched with pink!

☆Sugary School girl☆

Seifuku: Bodyline

Socks: Secret Shop

Shoes:Secret Shop

Wig: GothicLolitaWigs

Accessories: Chocomint, gift and Miyamo

 ☆

It has been ages and ages and ages since I wore this wig (or any wig!) so I decided to give it a go!
I really want a lot more wigs! I only own two, this one and my dark brown curly prisila wig... I want a proper lolita twintail wig ;v; and a lot of others! Maybe I should start buying that *takes notes*

I realise the hairties doesn´t go with the outfit, but I wanted something cute in my hair as well,
and I wear my beloved "Kurebayashi" hairties far to seldom =v= I wanna get
some of those ball hair ties with little gumball-looking marbles on them *v*
they are so cute and I love how Cotton Chu looks in them!

The last outfit is also a very simple one, I wanted to try out the sweater my sister
 knitted for me for christmas!  ^^ She is so talented <3
 I got my roots taken! now my hair looks nice again *v*

☆Spiked Cotton Candy☆

Sweater: my sister <3
Shorts: BikBok
Tights: H&M
Socks: H&M kids section
Shoes: taobao
Accessories: taobao and lindex

☆

I like how this is such a soft outfit with a kitten badge and a sweater in alpaca yarn
 but it has an edge with the black details, like the headband and platforms ^^

It´s a bit to cold to wear it now, but I will definitely wear this when it become warmer!
(also I don´t have makeup in any of these pictures because they are taken on days I´ve been at home only)




Thats the outfit for now, but I also wanted to show you guys some AWSOME music I just found!

I have been a bit bored with my music lately, so I have been a lot on youtube finding new things to listen to, and suddenly I stumbled upon a really cute and cool girl band called

Silent Siren !

They have super duper cute pop, punk electro music that I just adore! Their music kinda reminds me of the band the girls in K-ON! has :)

Please listen to these great songs! They have become favourites of mine,
and I can´t stop listening to them *v*

【PV】ランジェリー / Silent Siren（サイレント サイレン）

Not only is the music adorable, they have the cutest singer in the world
and her haircut is so precious I wanna cry ;v;

 Silent Siren「Sweet Pop!」

 
 

 Silent Siren 2nd Single「stella☆」

I feel like I am going to become such a big fangirl of these adorable  girls *v* They are allready one of my favourites! The band is acctually fairly new, they only started in 2010 ^0^
I will surely keep my eyes open for them onwards, I can´t wait for more of their music! :D
I wanna buy all of their CD´s! >w< iiiih *idols idols*

Since I allready asked my question above I just want to thank you guys for following me! I have got 175 readers now, and it feels just insane! @v@ THANK YOU!! >0< You encourage me to go on blogging! I hope you enjoy reading it onwards!




See you later alligator! <3

 

The worst weekend ever

I felt the need to let you know why my regular update system hasn´t been working this weekend.

It began with the fact that it is extremly cold, icy and slippery outside right now where I live...

On friday, I was rushing down to the bus to go to school, just as I got out of my house, I slipped on our stone staircase outside our frontdoor, and fell, head first on the rocks....

I also hit my left hand (giving me a huge blue mark), both my arms and my back and my neck!

Needless to say, I couldn´t go to school! My parents suspected that I had a concussion, so I had to spend all day lying on the coutch, for my mom to observe me... at first, I didn´t really feel any pain, I was a bit dizzy and naucious, but after a while, my neck started hurting A LOT! I almost couldn´t use my arms, and just my neck holding my head up was terrible....

basically, I couldn´t turn my head in any direction, and at one point I almost couldn´t speak either, because it hurted my neckmuscles so much >.<

To make things worse, on Saturday when I woke up, I had a hard time getting out of bed, because that would demand me to lift my head, so I almost had to roll out of it...

I stayed in my jammies all day, and my neck hurt so bad that even though I was sitting down or lying in my bed/on the sofa, I never felt like I was resting, because my head constantly hurt.... 

I tried all kinds of painkillers, ate tons of them also, but nothing seemed to work! 

I didn´t have any energy left over for doing anything else than just lying or sitting there...

In the evening, I felt a little bit better, and decided to take a walk and finish a requested drawing, but I REALLY shouldn´t have done that!

When I woke up on Sunday morning, my condition was worse than ever...

my entire body was shaking, and I had to walk very slowly, breath heavy and sit down several times to take a break just to get down to the kitchen... I felt like hurling all the time, and I seriously had to force myself to get where I was going! I HAD to eat something, to stop the shaking....

THAT part was the worst, because, well... I don´t know about you guys, but I don´t really feel like eating anything when I feel like puking at the same time :-S

I decided on trying oatmeal though, since the taste is rather neutral.... 

I managed to eat 3/4 of a bowl...

This day, I HAD to stay in bed all day long... On saturday I could atleast sit or walk around inside our house.... It was the most boring and painfull day ever ... really, I spent all day just lying in bed, sleeping and gently surfing the internet when my body didn´t hurt to much... Had to take plenty of breaks though... my hands hurted a lot even from just typing :-(

And today, my mom ordered me to stay home also, because I am not 100% well yet, even though I am finally able to move my head properly, and the pain isn´t as bad as before... 

To top this of, I have a big test tomorrow at school, that I have been far to sick to study for >.< I haven´t had any kind of consentration, and two of the days I didn´t even have the text book that I needed to study! My teacher was kind enough to drop by and give it to me on Sunday, but since that by defenition was the worst day, offcourse I couldn´t read anything! 

Today, I have read as much as my concentration has allowed me to, I will try to read more this evening, but I have a bad feeling about the test TT_TT

anyway, it was the worst weekend ever, and the badest part about it, is that I feel even more tired now than I did before the weekend started! 

UGH! stupid life >.< 

Thanks for reading though!