torsdag 21. mars 2013

+ something incredibly sad +


The last couple of days have been extremly rough on me... 
I am so tired from worrying and crying and just being sad 
that I don´t know what to do about myself ;_;

We got the test results back regarding my moms tumor surgery...
I really, really don´t feel like speaking about this to anyone, it is still to early. But you guys deserve to know whats going on, since I don´t know how my blogging schedule will be onwards...
I won´t post more about this matter... I just want you guys to know that the test they took were 
positive, or negative, whichever you prefer... it was a dangeours tumor, it was infected...
... it´s definate ;_; I can´t even get myself to write the word...
They will start the treatment soon...

...I just feel like dying now ;_; everything hurts...



Until next time,

34 kommentarer:

  1. I don´t know what I should write, I feel very sorry for you ;_; And I wish your mom all the best and I hope u will get soon some positive news. Normally I didn´t write comments but I am really sad to read this entry ;_;

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    1. Thank you very much ;_;I am so exhausted from all of this, I just feel so tired...
      right now, everything is just darkness... there is no bright points ahead for a long time...

      Slett
  2. I am really sorry you & your family have to go through this :'( sending positive energy & love to you!!!

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    1. thank you ;_; It means a lot to me <3

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  3. Oh dear, I feel very sorry. That's horrible. I'll be cheering for your mom to get better and for you to be strong a little more. I have to dealt with this terrible disease in my family so many times, so I know how you're feeling, and it's always scary. I'm wishing for the best. Sorry, I can't write properly how I feel, but I'm trying.

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    1. oh, thank you very much ;v; I assure you, your words are very nice and comforting <3

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  4. Oh no :( ! I'm really sorry :( My words may wouldn't change something ... but I really wish the best for your mom ! Both of you ... stay strong!! I don't know what to write properly sorry ... Lots of love and best wishes from me, dear !!!

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    1. Thank you ;v; It is important that we stick together through this hard times ...

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  5. i'm so sorry sweetie. i really wish all the best to your mum and my thoughts are with you and your family!
    Keep strong sweetie!
    x<3

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  6. I'm so sorry to hear that, keeping my fingers crossed for you and your family's happiness <3

    Sapphire
    xo

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    1. Thank you <3 We are all crossing our fingers >.<

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  7. I am so sorry for you and your mom, and I hope everything will be all right :(

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  8. Oh no, sweetie... I wish I could say something really brilliant right now to make things better, but I can't find the words, I'm just really sad to hear this, you and your family don't deserve this. I'm thinking of you and hoping things will be alright! Like previous comments have said, stay strong! ♥ Lots of love ♥

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    1. thank you Saga <3 ;A; I am really sad, but we are crossing all our fingers <3

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  9. so sorry to hear : ( take care dear!

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    1. thank you <3 It means a lot to me to hear you say that <3

      Slett
  10. Oh my god, I'm so sorry to hear that. My heart goes out to you and your family. I hope that things work out for the better. Stay strong for you and your mom! ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

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    1. thank you ;A; I appreciate your support very, very much <3 We are all crossing our fingers and staying together in this hard time...

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  11. jeg har seriøst stor klump i magen! Jeg vil ikke at dette skal skje deg, eller ingen fortjener dette. Jeg kjenner deg ikke så godt, men jeg har forstått at du har slitt en del selv, og jeg vil bare ikke at det skal være noe mer negativt i livet ditt nå. Jeg er veldig lei meg, men stå på og alle mine tanker ligger hos deg og moren din :) lykke til<3<3

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    1. tusen takk ;_; Jeg er så sliten av alt som foregår i mitt eget liv, at det som kommer i tillegg er bare kjempe tungt >.< du er veldig snill, takk for støtten!

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  12. I know this is really hard for you. My mom was diagnosed with breast cancer last month and has already had surgery to remove one of her breasts and will start treatment soon. It has been really hard for me, specially because I had to drop everything to take care of her and my family. It has just been extremely hard and all I feel like is crying and it hurts a lot because I love her.

    It's hard to think positive in a situation like this but I know your mom can get over what she's going through. I'm sure she's a strong woman, and so are you. She can make it, I know. Stay strong alright? It's hard but you can both do it! And if you ever need anything, any help you can speak to me, even though we don't really know each other a lot, I would be glad to help

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    1. thank you ;_; I am so sorry that you had to go through a similar situation as me. I hope your mom is doing better now! I am still in the beginning of all this, so its very new, and I cry everyday... thank you very much for the support, it means a lot to me!

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    2. I totally understand how you feel. My mom is a little better, she's already home (she spent last week in the hospital because of the surgery) and she already moves around and all, but it's still very tired. It's totally normal to feel sad and cry. I also cry a lot, not in front of anyone but I do. It's our moms, we love them and they don't deserve any of what's happening. Once again if you need anything, I am here to help! <3

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  13. My dear, I am so sorry to hear this. :( I really don't know what to say, sorry. I just hope everything will be alright soon...

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    1. thank you darling Rosalynn <3 I don´t know what to say or do either <3

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  14. I'm so sorry to hear this! :( I know how you must feel right now, we have been in a very simulair situation ourselves. I wish all the strength for you, your family and especially your mother. Keep strong! *big hug* ♥

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    1. thank you <3 that means very much to me... I am so sad that you had to go through something like this also, it hurts so much ;_;

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  15. Sending strength and best wishes to your mum, and you and your family. No one should have to go through something so awful.

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    1. thank you <3 I take your kind words to heart <3

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  16. I'm sorry to hear this ; n ; I really hope your mum gets better <3 Stay strong!

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    1. I hope so too... we are all very scared... I am scared, my dad is scared, my sisters and my poor mom ;_; I appreciate your kind words though!

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  17. Det gjør meg vondt å vite at du er nødt til å oppleve dette. Jeg vet ikke helt hva jeg skal si. Jeg håper for det beste, ta vare på deg selv. <3

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